Who needs who more?

So, I have started to pack things for the kids today and trying to make sure that I do not forget anything. To be so little they "require" so much. I use that word loosely :) I was folding clothes in the laundry room this morning and deciding yay or no if things go and trying to decide whether or not to send the dress that I had bought Kaylie last week and I started to tear up when I was thinking about not seeing her in it for the first time. Tearing up turned kinda quickly turned into real tears. Its not even Friday yet!!! Get a grip, right? Well Kaylie pulled up and was standing up next to me sitting on the floor and she started crying and then of course that triggered Dekan. Both kids in my lap crying made me cry even more because of course they still need their mommy, which they arent going to have for the first time. Still debating on packing them and just not saying anything. Wouldnt notice two kids on an airplane for 8 hours right? No big deal! :) Will post pictures when we get back! :)